"mistakes after mistakes. i'll never criticize romeo again" - Edward Cullen, New Moon.
i have done a lot of mistakes in my life but only recently i felt the cascade effects of it.
i'm not sure if it started with one and led to another or whether it started with one and unfold a lot of others.
there are just too many emotions one can keep in one's chest. but there are also too many secrets one can keep telling to their friends.
buntu. i am buntu indeed. i don't know what to do. and it is torturing to not know what to do.
i see the faces on facebooks that are familiar, to get a sign - any sign - but nothing.
i opened my books, but nothing.
i was in a conversation and still nothing. - sorry sweetheart.
this is not a post if accusation. just ramblings.
it's better to pour out the abstract on writings than to get in detail with a friend, not being sure how much is there to tell.
xoxo, The Lady